Thursday, May 6, 2010

Bored.....

I'm bored and feel like rambling, ranting and so on for a bit.

I have 3 more provera to take. Haven't had any side effects that I can associate with it.
Just realized I'm not getting headaches any longer. UGH, the one thing I'm not looking forward to with this new set of injections. I've also read that HCG tends to make women bloat up. So scratch what I just said, 2 things I'm not looking forward to.

I keep having these weird ass violent dreams.
Like last night, I dreamt that there was this serial killer duo. It was a father and son. The son was maybe 7 or 8 years old and crazy as shit.
Well they stopped off in a diner/gas station. They sat to eat, and got up like they were about to leave, and the psycho kid pulls out a gun and blows the brains out of this other little boy who was only about 3 or 4.
SO extremely gruesome and violent. I don't know what the hell my mind is doing, but it totally focussed on the boy who got shot, and in my dream I got to see the gorey details.
I haven't been thinking violent thoughts or anything lol.. so *shrugs* Not sure what to make of it all.

I wish I dreamt about good sex more often rofl. Don't get me wrong, I love sex with DH... LOVE IT. But sex dreams are fun too :D hehe I haven't had a really good one in forever though. Sigh....
I love the various ones that I've had. The weird and spontaneous ones, and the ones where I'm totally in love with whoever in the dream. *nodnod*

Hmmm, feels like I had something to rant about but I can't remember it now. Must not have been anything important. Oh well.

2 comments:

Fig said...

Could the dreams be a side effect of the meds? That was scary I'm sure but hopefully the dream thing is just temporary.

LisaL said...

No idea if it was a s/e. Can't remember if it was like this before or not.
Probably not though. Last night's dreams weren't bad at all. There was one weird one that I can't remember, but nothing as bad as before.