Friday, December 9, 2011
BOOOO my FRER isn't as nice looking as it was yesterday. It's actually a little lighter.
I'd be lying if I said I wasn't at least a little worried.
I'm really trying not to be.
I did drink more than usual early this morning b/c I woke up with a dry mouth & throat so I'm hoping that was the reason for a lighter test. Maybe with my 4MU it would've looked better. *shrugs*
We'll see what tomorrow's looks like I guess.
I am disappointed that I didn't get that obviously darker line today though. I know HCG doubling can vary, but seeing a darker test would really comfort me. Not that my tests are light, but you know what I mean hopefully.
I'm still really scared and things like this freak me out easily.
I went to Walmart this morning to pick up a few things. I stopped by the HPTs. I resisted though and didn't buy any!! YAY! I was SO tempted to buy at least an equate just to see what kind of line I got on it, but I didn't.
I said no more tests and I meant it!
DH is off next week! YAY! He has to request his time off at the beginning of the year and I guess he picked next week. He always asks for Xmas week off, but they never give it to him probably b/c he doesn't have kids. Bastards.
It sucks having to do it that way though. I mean come on, how are you supposed to know exactly when you'll want off? Well, I guess if you're planning a big trip..... ok nm....
It will be great to have him home. He distracts me from all of this and I know that will be the case next week since we still need to go Xmas shopping heh.
Posted by LisaL at 10:45 AM