First up, here are some wondfos that I just took.
Now THIS (the OPK) is what I want my FRER to look like tomorrow! lol
So anxious for this week to go by so Monday will get here. Who the hell wishes for a MONDAY to arrive? :P heh
I think if everything turns out fine on Monday, DH will start getting excited. I know he wants to, but he can't just yet. Hell, neither can I. I think it's obvious that I am excited, but there's still that part of me holding back too.
I'm also so anxious to start telling people. Oh it's not going to happen any time soon for obvious reasons. I think I'm getting excited by it b/c it would mean I was much further along and good chances of everything being ok, ya know?
And to sound like a broken record... yep, still scared. Every bathroom trip I examine my panty liner and the toilet paper. AND I look in to the toilet to make sure nothing is in there either.
Hell, I use the bathroom sometimes when I don't have an urge to go just so I can check.
It's epecially bad around this time b/c the progesterone sup goop is still coming out, but it makes me feel wetter down there like I do before AF arrives. I realize that's what it is, but I still have to check often.
Sigh I hope this paranoia ends soon. I'm sure it will never fully disappear though.