Sunday, July 10, 2011

Emotional junk

Pretty much what it is right now. Just feeling really emotional right now. Mostly jealous emotions unfortunatly.
Seems to hit me, then go, then come back, then go... BLEH!
Finding myself getting REALLY jealous of women that have recently gotten their BFPs, especially those who have struggled with infertility which is just weird.
You would think I'd be thrilled for those women, but I can't help but feel jealous and hurt that they got pregnant and well.. here I am.
Don't even get me started on the fertile ones... yeah, won't even go there lol.

Sigh, oh well. Just one of those moments I guess.

2 comments:

JMM said...

Hang in there! Don't let them get you down! Good luck this cycle!! Sending you positive vibes :)

socialite_baby said...

I completely understand! It's a happy moment for infertiles, but it's so sad when you're the one left trying. It feels like it'll never end! Try to hang in there! Our BFPs are bound to come sometime!