Monday, May 9, 2011

Freaking out

My temps are just making me worry even more. Trying to make myself feel better by looking at FF charts, but it's just making me more worried. :(
UUUUUUUUUUUUUUUGH
I need to calm down but all I can think about are the What Ifs. Specially the What if I didn't even ovulate!?

I mean I must have right? I had EWCM and it dried up. I had the cramps. I'm not having any cyst type of cramping on my right ovary.... but those temps....... UUUUUUUUGH.
I wish I had taken my temp pre-O now. I mean I did a few times, but didn't feel like it was necessary. SIGH stupid me!

Please... if anyone can give me some hope. Information... whatever.... I really need it right now.

Here's a link to my chart. Really need to make a perma link somewhere but oh well.
http://www.fertilityfriend.com/home/1e5c9d

1 comment:

LisaB said...

I'm sorry your temps are worrying you. I'm sure you had to have ovulated! Temping can do more harm than good sometimes. Hang in there hun! I hope your worries are lessened and you get your BFP soon! Screw the temps!