This makes me wonder if this is how I'd actually feel if I ever got a regular BFP. Hard to say really though since my beta is so low.
I think whenever I do get a healthy BFP... I'm gonna be sick as a dog. Combo of the hormones along with just nerves.
I do still believe I will get pregnant one day, but good gawd is it hard to really believe that right now.
Just feel so.... hopeless and numb.