Friday, May 6, 2011

UUUGH, go away!

This bloating is awful!
It must be from releasing so many eggs or something. Why else would it start after I had the trigger shot, ya know?
It has moved up to my stomach though.
I can barely drink or eat anything without it getting worse. I mean it's ok most of the time, except for that. BLEH!
Hopefully it goes away soon.

My temp went up just a smidge today. It's not much, but something at least. Maybe my post-O temps this time are just super low. *shrugs*
I used my first progest sup this morning anyway so not like it matters much now. I'm sure my temps will go up a little bit more b/c of it.

Dream last night was weird, but of course I can't remember it now. I remember waking up and thinking, OO I gotta write that down!.... then I went back to sleep and totally forgot about it :P lol

If I really did ovulate on Tuesday, then AF should be due on the 15th. That is if the progest doesn't cause things to delay. I'm totally fine if the progesterone does that again though. Just means it is giving an egg more time to get comfy and GAWD do I hope we caught at least one of them.
Other than my not wanting to see BFP threads.... I'm feeling really hopeful for this time and that worries me.
I'm feeling pretty damn emotional right now as well and just UGH. As I'm sure most TTC women do, I keep fantasizing about being pregnant, going to my appointments, hearing the heartbeat for the first time, seeing the baby. I don't want to think about these things b/c what if this doesn't work again. Or what if it's another loss.
I don't like that I feel that way... not wanting to hope, but I don't want to get hurt too badly either.

1 comment:

SLESE1014 said...

I'm so sorry you're feeling poopy. I've heard drinking gatorade helps the bloating with all the electrolytes and stuff, but I don't if the sugar would throw your diet a curve ball.

Hope you feel better soon and you get good news before the 15th!