Thursday, May 5, 2011

Well, so much for that

Bloated again! BLEH!
Ate lunch and drank some water and the bloating is right back. It's not AS achy but still pretty unpleasant.
Hopefully this is just some weird s/e from the trigger and as it makes its way out of my system, this will ease up as well.

Once again, at a point where I do NOT want to even visit the POAS section of the forums that I go to. I don't post often there, just lurk a lot.
Nothing against anyone that posts there or anything, but the hell if I want to see "SURPRISE BFP" threads right now.
Sorry if I don't want to see your lucky ass BFP stick when you weren't trying at all! Or when you just started, or just got off BCP, or any other fertileBS!
Excuse me while I go strangle my infertile self.
Yes, my Bitter Betty is out and ready to bite some heads off it seems.

Hell, right now I don't even want to see surprise BFPs from people who have struggled. Such as seems to be the case on the PCOS forums that I go to lately. It's like every other thread in the IF section is someone else posting about their SURPRISE BFP, when they weren't trying or when they were on a break or blahblahfreakinblah!
YAY great for them, but UGH, it just always reminds me of ALL the crap we have to go through and that we will NEVER be one of the ones that will get a surprise.

No, not talking about any of you lovely ladies I've gotten to know. I know I say this all the time, but I just want to make clear that when I bitch and moan like this, it is towards those that I don't know. I actually LOVE it when someone I know from blogging or forums gets their BFP, surprise, planned, whatever.

Ok whew... feel better getting that out!


SLESE1014 said...

definitely get it all out!!! It helps to relax your mind and body when you're not holding on to those feelings!

LisaB said...

I still feel pretty bloated and achy too! I think it's from ovulating multiple follies like that. I know EXACTLY what you mean about the surprise BFPs - what in the world is going on?!! Hopefully our BFPs are next :-)