Wednesday, February 9, 2011


That's my beta for yesterday. Yesterday that was 16dpo.
There's just no way this is a viable pregnancy. No way unless a damn miracle happens and I'm not counting on that.

I'm absolutely crushed. And knowing that we won't even be able to try for who knows how long..... to call this a low point is an understatement.

I had some red discharge w/ a small clot right after I got the call. I've been feeling wet all day. A feeling I usually get before AF arrives. I think I'll start to bleed very soon. Maybe later today or maybe tomorrow. :(


Kerrik said...

I'm so sorry Lisa, I can't understand why so many of these assisted cycles end in chemical pregnancies and miscarriages. It makes me very fearful of trying one myself.

I was peeking over at the weight loss ticker... that at least is some good news and a great move towards a healthier you.

Sending lots of loving, comforting thoughts your way.

One Cycle at a Time said...

I'm so sorry. I know you must be devastated. I don't know what I could say that would ease your pain. Just know you're in my thoughts.

SLESE1014 said...

I'm so sorry....sending you lots and lots of hugs....I know how you feel and I wish I could make it all go away!

A said...

I don't want to give you any false hope, but I did want to mention that an HCG level of 12 means you're PG in your 4th week of pregnancy. I work for an OB. Hold onto to hope!! Wait for your next beta #! I'm holding onto hope!