P90 is so good

I hope to one day be up to a fitness level to even attempt P90X, but until then, I'll stick with my regular lil P90 videos.
Just did Sweat 3-4 circuit. It's still all the same exercises as the 1-2 but adds in extra reps and goes a bit faster. REALLY good workout.
I'm not sure I'll be able to do the 3-4 with sculpt afterwards. May have to stick to doing 1-2 w/ sculpt. That's ok though since I've really just started out.

I have my official WI and 2nd measurements tomorrow. I've been weighing before I get dressed to workout and it's down a little, but I know that can easily go right back up. Hopefully it won't though.

Feeling a little better today. Not wanting to cry at the drop of a hat, but I'm still feeling really down and depressed.
Thinking about all of the great things DH's sister is going to experience and just dreading that I'll never have that.