Just when I thought she couldn't get worse...... she proved me wrong.
Tonight was a dinner to celebrate SiL and my neice's birthdays.
We show up and a few minutes SiL shows up.
She comes in actually looking sick this time hugging a blanket and plops on to the couch. At least she wasn't just looking for attention this time.
So everything is ok for a little bit.. that is until they start talking about how sick she's been.
She then proceeds to turn to my DH and says
"If you love Lisa, you will NEVER do this to her."
Are you fucking kidding me bitch??
It seriously took every ounce of me to keep from bursting in to tears and sobbing big wet sloppy sobs.
And even then it wasn't enough to keep my lips/chin from quivering and my eyes from tearing up w/ rogue tears escaping here and there.
I don't know if she knows about the m/c (I hope not)... but she knows damn well that we're having trouble and have been doing medicated cycles.
UUUUUUUUUUGH I could've seriously ripped all of her damn hair out.
Later on in the night, her illness comes up again, and she makes a statement that she would step on her baby to keep from getting sick. Seriously??? WTF kind of crap is that to say???
I will NEVER do that. I will NEVER take any pregnancy I am able to hold on to for granted like that. I don't care if I am bed ridden throughout the entire thing. It just makes me so damn angry that such an ungrateful piece of shit like her gets to have a baby while here we are still trying.